The value of WORK:
Monday, July 25, 2022
Sunday, July 3, 2022
Thursday, June 30, 2022
Blind and the Blind
Today at our Gathering Place, I watched tears of joy streaming down a blind man's face.
Because of childhood epilepsy, he could not stay at his mother's home. His father had died, so the mother was left to bring up a family of four boys and four girls. A pastor and his wife in an Anglican church took in the twelve-year-old and cared for him. He was eighteen when they moved to another parish. He worked for the Post Office and then for a mining firm in his home country. He came to Canada at age 31, got a job as a chocolatier, and produced chocolates until he retired. During those years, he earned enough to bring his mother, brothers and sisters, wife, and four children to Canada.
Following retirement, he became blind. Only in the last years, after he lost his sight, did the childhood teaching of the Lord take hold in his life.
The noise of 50 or more people gathered for "Bottomless Coffee" is loud, and I had difficulty getting every word. People bubble over with a table full of fruits, cookies, cupcakes, nuts, and a full course meal. The loving care our volunteer staff gives neighborhood people every Thursday morning and afternoon sets the scene for good conversations. At times, I wish the room had a volume control switch!
But words don't say it all. My friend explained how, in late life, he welcomed the love of Jesus. He lifted his weakened hands high. Tears of joy wet his cheeks. Simply speaking of the Lord, his blind eyes see glory. It takes your breath away to see a blind man weeping from the joy of glory.
Then I remember how many I know. Those who have eyes but cannot see.
They have been instructed in the way and have lost their way.
Lord, thank you for the insight you have given my dear friend, my prayer partner.
Wednesday, May 4, 2022
Voices we hear: Modern and Ancient
Modern:
"You only go around once, but if you play your cards right, once is enough." Frank Sinatra
Ancient:
"Everything is permissible" - but not everything is beneficial. "Everything is permissible" - but not everything is constructive. Nobody should see his own good, but the good of others. So whether you eat or drink of whatever you do, do it all for the glory of God." I Corinthians 10:23, 24, 31
Friday, April 29, 2022
Voices we hear: Modern and Ancient
Modern:
"So no matter how hard it gets, stick your chest out, keep your head up, and handle it." - Tupac Shadur
Ancient:
"Not only so, but we also rejoice in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance; perseverance, character; and character, hope. And hope does not disappoint us, because God has poured out his love into our hearts by the Holy Spirit, whom he has given to us." St. Paul, Romans 5:3-5
Monday, March 28, 2022
Dear David and Cathie, You've done it again! Book 6! And soon Book 7 on Ephesus! Congratulations on persevering to the end. We have greatly been blessed by Miriam's, Anthony's, and Grace's stories. How wonderful to imagine how early Christians developed their faith while reaching out to people around them. You have given us the lens of this story to see the historical setting and detail that makes it so poignant. Thank you for all the hours and hours of work to produce these amazing books. Thank you for so generously sending us "Hot off the press" copies with their artistic covers. You have blessed us. We are grateful! Joyfully, (signed J and R) |
Tuesday, February 15, 2022
Valentine's Passion, Choices, and Sacrifices
Monday, January 31, 2022
Unwelcome change at age five
With Wilson |
I was five years old when the first pains began to twist and turn in my tummy. Earlier that morning, I was playing with my African friend, Wilson. He and I were inseparable, and we went everywhere together every morning and afternoon. Wilson's father was an African evangelist, teaching in the Bible School. We often strolled across the football - soccer - field. It was used every day by the young men who studied with Wilson's father, and by children at the nearby elementary school.
The fresh mound of red-brown dirt at the far end of the sports field marked a new grave. The sight would not leave me. In my mind, I kept walking toward the place where Rosalie was buried a week before. She died before reaching twenty. The word used by my parents, "consumption," either in English or Tugen, meant little to me.
I kept going back to the previous days when I was at Rosalie's bedside
as we sang her favorite songs. The last song she wanted to be sung was "On Christ, the solid
rock I stand." This lovely young African woman had been my best friend. She had been taking care of me since I was a toddler. Every morning, my mother, a nurse, attended to the long line of sick people who lined up early every day at the
medical clinic, so Rosalie watched over me.
Many
people sat around her bed. The scene came back. I knelt beside the African pastor who was on one side,
and my father on the other side. We held hands around Rosalie's bed as she breathed
her last. "My hope is built on nothing less,
than Jesus' blood and righteousness." The words were in Tugen, the language of
the people in Kabartonjo.
The day after she died, shortly after the noon meal, Rosalie's body was lowered into a newly-dug grave. Close by was an enormous shade tree.
Then, only a few days
later, my father held my little hand in his big, steady hand. We walked
acrossWith Rosalie
the sports field and I looked up at him. "Squeeze my hand harder, Daddy."
When he squeezed my hand, I felt secure. "Squeeze harder!" It was
easy, at age five, to feel safe when he held my hand so tightly.
That night I first heard my parents talking about the worrying political situation
in Kenya. They thought I was asleep in bed, but I was still awake, thinking
about how Rosalie had died. One thing wouldn't leave me. When her relatives came for the funeral, more than
fifty members of her family decided to follow Jesus.
Earlier, in the afternoon, I felt safe. My dad's firm grip hand gripped my mine, but the pleasure of that afternoon was spoiled that night. My father explained to my mother his anxiety about the dangerous times ahead. I lay in bed and heard him say, "The chief is against me for my speaking out about the things we object to." As a five-year-old, I didn't know anything about FGM, female genital mutilation.
All I knew was that my mother looked after twenty teenage girls in a girls' school and dormitory. They came from families who didn't want their daughters to go through "customs." This was the other work my mother carried out.
"And outside this area,
quite far away," my father continued, "Mau Mau soldiers are demanding that white settlers leave
Kenya." It was the first time I heard all these strange words, and I
didn't know what they meant, but I knew it meant trouble was ahead. A strange sensation hit me. Pain gripped my stomach.
(This is a passage from a forthcoming autobiography, "Stay On Track: Colony Ending Insights.")
Friday, December 17, 2021
Mercy and Grace in Prison
Monday, November 29, 2021
The Health Hidden in Laments
The Seige and Destruction of Jerusalem, a painting by Roberts |
I think of the lament at the death of King Saul and David's best friend, Jonathan. Both Saul and Jonathan were defeated in a battle. That terrible event marked the end of King Saul's life and the beginning of David's rule.
More poignantly, Jeremiah's lament comes to mind. I never get tired of reading the majestic poetry, among the best in the Bible. The lament has endless depth, gripping pictures of destruction, and the collective moan of loss.
Two comments about laments come to mind. First, a lament combines both a personal situation as well as one's entire society.
Burning the Temple, a painting by Fransico Hayiz |
Secondly, within a lament, within the awareness that the end of something precious has been lost, there is a new beginning. For David, the kingdom was now going to be his to govern. For Jeremiah, the awesome nature of God's judgment because of idolatry led him to an eternal confession, one we still sing about frequently. His words became our words.
Monument of General Titus Capturing Jews in Jerusalem, Rome |
Looking around at our world right now, I wonder if we as Christians could agree on a lamentation. How ready we are to hoard more stuff, especially on Black Friday or Boxing Day. And how slow we are to think of the poor. How quickly do we approve of the third vaccination against Covid-19, when more than 50% of the world's population doesn't have access to even a first dose? How easy it is to buy even larger vehicles, store extra stuff in our garages and storage units outside our homes. At the same time, people south of the USA border and in at least 65 of the poorest nations in Africa and Asia have suffered through decades of inadequate governance. The list of ills seems endless. Not only that, the list seems to be growing ever longer.
We need to reflect on this time of global crisis. Each of us has an image of something we have lost in these past years, perhaps a sense of security, perhaps a job, even a lost loved one. Our combined grief is deserving of a healthy lament.
Why "healthy"? Because it is in the moment that we accept our loss that we have to return, as Jeremiah did, to the everlasting faithfulness of the Lord. Jeremiah didn't ditch his people. They kept on sinning. They simply would not leave their idolatry. He loved his people and even followed them to Egypt, dying there. In the same way, we will love our neighbors, our friends, and our beloved family members, many of whom we might consider a lost cause. Why do we stick with our people when there seems to be no hope?
It's because of the Lord. It's his faithfulness that holds us firm through the storms of life.
Sunday, October 24, 2021
Rebuilding after a Rotten Foundation
We were living in the western Kenyan village of Kabatronjo, about five hours drive from the urban center of Eldoret. Travel is quicker and more accessible now, but in those days, the steep drop down the Elgeo escarpment, the perilous trip over the deep, rushing waters of the Kario River, and the agonizing climb back up the other side of the Rift Valley took longer. Paved roads and safer curves mean it's easier to find materials these days. But in that year, my day needed to rebuild a house being destroyed from the ground up by termites.
A few days before, I was playing with my toy cars beside the living room wall. I pressed the wheels of my toy against the wall, and a hole instantly appeared behind the yellow paint. Calling my father, I went running to where he was typing out lessons for the young men studying in the school. He came in to see what was the matter, and then he called out, "Hazel, you'll have to come and see this!"
Termites had taken most of the wood, finding a better place, I suppose, deep in the ground to chew things over. Support that the two-by-fours and the planks attached to them were supposed to give to that wall had been eaten away by tiny creatures looking for nourishment. Soon, the fundi, the carpenter on the mission station, was beside my parents, poking his fingers into the wall here and there. He went to other rooms in the house, and then his verdict came as he sadly shook his head. "Mr. Phillips, you are going to have to rebuild the entire house."
And that is what happened. Our house was torn down, as you can see in the photographs. A team of four carpenters came from the nearby, larger town of Kabarnet, ten miles to the south. Those strong young men took down the walls, first having moved all the furniture out. The old house, built by Stuart Bryson, the remarkable Australian who translated the entire Bible into the Tugen language, had not thought about the considerable damage termites could bring about.
Within a few weeks, the new timbers were erected on treated wood, the new foundation, and that house was our home for another two years before we moved away. At that time, polio attacked the muscles in our bodies.
Sometimes I think about the invisible damage done to our lives. Yes, there is an unseen but very real eating-away at our foundations. Greed for money, prestige, and grasping for precious objects can eat away at our souls, even if it's not observable to others. Course language, pornography, casual relationships do the same thing, working quietly and insidiously.
I admire teachers and counselors who can help young men and women detect the rot that sets in. I found the damage to our walls when I poked around, not suspecting to find anything wrong. Let's pray for families, moms and dads, who work with teens and young adults, helping them build a foundation that will not rot and decay and bring the house down around their ears in later life.
It's Thanksgiving time in the USA and Canada. Let's give thanks for moms and dads who lay good, solid foundations for their families.
Five Conditions for Prevailing Prayer
Five Conditions for Prevailing Prayer:
1 Entire dependence on the merits and mediation of our Lord Jesus Christ.
2 Keep separated from all known sin.
3 Have faith in God's word of promise as confirmed by his oath.
4 Ask in accordance with his will.
5 Be willing to wait for the right time, even as you are constant in supplications.
Friday, September 17, 2021
The Four Ways God Answers Prayer
1 If the timing is wrong, God says, "Go slow!" Wait. See John 11, the story of Lazarus.
2 If the request is immature, God says, "Grow!" The reason is to develop our character, not to provide comfort or convenience. Is. 59:1-2
3 If the request is out of God's will, he says, "No!" Jesus prayed for the cup to be taken from him while he was in the Garden of Gethsemene, but he still was willing to obey the Father.
4. When the request is right, God says, "Let's Go!"
James 4:14-17 Keep our motives pure, believe, don't doubt, focus on possibilities, not limitations, and never stop praying!